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OBITUARY




In Memory of Dearest FF who passed away on the fateful afternoon of
13 August 2008

He died due to Ick Disease and Fin Rotting.



Leaving behind :

Beloved Mum : Jenny Tho
Dad : Joseph Chai
Friends : Mr Giraffe, Mr 42 legs, Mr Shark, Mr Dog.
Possession : Water-grass, pebbles and Fisk Tank.


FF is bought on 28 August and therefore being brought up by his mum for only 17 days.
A simple funeral which is attended by only his mum and dad is done at 7.40pm on 13 August 2008.

FF is buried at the side of a walkway which connects B02 to B11 at Faculty of The Built Environment, UTM Skudai.
Those who wants to visit him please bring along some fish food.
Any donations which wants to be made to the owner can be made thru bank transfer.
Please email me at j3nnytho@yahoo.com for my account number. Thanks.



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Ok, enough of the Obituary.
Jo and I went to studio to change FF's water as taught by internet and what we found is a dead FF lying motionlessly on the bottom of the tank.
I already had the dreaded feel before we even reached studio.

Dead. Mati. Si. T_T


We wrapped FF up in rolls of tissue paper and stuff it into a toilet roll ( that made a coffin ).


Forgot to bring a marker along so use photoshop add in can la hor...


We buried him beside a cat's grave.
Yeah, u heard me right, a CAT's grave.


This is the cat's crave...which died on 22 January 2008. ( is That Jean's cat ? ) See the small twig behind ?

This is FF's. The twig somehow resemble a cross...so FF like his mum and dad, is a Catholic.


My sis say : Ngaiti, u bury there later his soul will be eaten by the cat ar..
I say : Maybe the cat is muslim. My FF is catholic. So nvm one la...they go different way.
My Sis : lolz...


It's a very simple funeral as Jo is rushing time.
So...
yeah, that's it.

Let's have a moment of silence and mind you,
say a prayer for FF please !


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~Amen~


Last but not least, I love u, FF !!!!



P/s : Why am i feeling a lil bit like crying ? over a son that never calls me Mummy ?



New Love

From small....





to BIG...



WooHoo ! New desktop !


I've been saying that i wanted to buy a desktop eversince last year, and so this time i'm saying it for real.

I've been really really fed up by my stupid laptop ady.
First of all, it gets sorching hot in less than half an hour, even with a Rm100+ cooler pad underneath it. -____-"
Then the left arrow key passed away and the '=' key is almost dying.
And the speaker is spoilt. The loudest it can get is a tiny squeak. Maybe it has been friend with the mouse for too long.
And last but not least, the bluetooth.
Darn, I couldn't send files to my handphone and vise-versa anymore.
I have to rely on the red-tooth instead ( infra-red if u wish ) if i want to transfer file fr hp to comp and on the cable if i want to transfer file from comp to hp.
And and...I'm sure my laptop will commit suicide if i ask it to help me to do some rendering soon.

So, it's time.


Jo accompanied me to 'Century' last Saturday and choosed everything for me since i'm a computer idiot... heheh...
and in the end i paid Rm2355 ( give discount Rm2 -___- ) for everything.



Here's the receipt with every spec clearly typed out for those who wanna ask me what do i have inside my computer...
I have the urge to answer back my computer inside got My Computer, my document, my picture... -___-



closer look...

The total...

Plus another Rm 129 battery box ( aiya, dono what is it called..u get what i mean la.. )



So...Rm2k gone just like that. *sob*
But the price is cheaper than previous and my Cpu is not heavy at all. ^^
and and, since i have 2 computers now, i can do work in both room n studio !




P/s : i decided to give it a name, called 'desktop' ! nice ? =P

FF is dying.... T_T

He's dying....

He's having difficulty breathing when i visited him this morning.
He's so weak that he only swim up for a gulp of air, i think.

I think he won't last till 2mro, not that i'm bad in cursing him, but you can see it 'coming' when you take a look at how he looks right now.


This is taken 5 days ago..

This is 1 hour ago...



See what i mean ?

His tail his body...every colour is fading and tattered...and not to forget those white spots too.
and i think it loses its balance too. that's pretty serious.



Now that i'm moving back room to do my work for a week ( Jo wanna concentrate on his work in room so no point i stay in studio alone ) , i cant accompany FF every minute like how i used to anymore. I forgot to bring him back to room with me just now...ish !

Hope he can survive longer till i get to see him again.

Get well soon, FF... Mummy loves u.
Argh~sounds so ironic..

FF falls sick.... =(

Poor little FF fall sick this morning ! =(
He's ok last night then when i wanna feed him this morning, he is not interested in food at all and he 'rested' on the rocks all day.
Thinking back, he does love to lie on the bottom of the tank lately...hmm...


Poor FF....

See his =( face ?? aww...so sad... He has lots of white stuff / bubbles ? on his head...

Sing Ning says he's affected with white spots and can be treated with 'blue medicine' from the Aquatic shop.

wait ya, FF... Mummy going to buy medicine for u tonite...

雨过天晴








原来我身体可以容纳那么多水。。。

Another point for those who wanted to write an essay about global warming.

Sometimes it took a whole roll of tissue to get your heart to be heard and understood.

More times than not, u have to waste another roll of tissue to get your heart fully understood.










No wonder the trees are being chopped down faster nowadays.

My patience is near its limit.

Damn, i really really hate Dota that i have the urge to uninstall it from him computer right now.

Can u believe we actually cold-war because of this stupid game ?
and it's not the 1st time.
Fine, i admit i'm the one who initiate it, i really can't stand it what.

Before this i've made an agreement with him that i'll only allow him to play once per two days this month.
And the next month he can play once per 3 days and once per 4 days on the following month.
Then he will not be allowed to play anymore next sem.
Everything goes fine until last night.
According to the agreement, he can play, but, i really can't stand it when he pay sooo much attention playing it than me.
Imagine when u talk to someone and all he reply u is constant 'grunts' and 'murmurs' and u have the feel that he is not even listening to what u are saying. that's the feel.


Enough is enough.
I'm going to 100% prohibit him from playing starting next month.

ARGH~!

Warning : Dont read if u're eating !

Digital makeup


hmm...


Don't laugh.


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This is before...


This is after...



before - after





Don't throw eggs at me ! hahaha...
My mum say look like ghost. apalah...
Told u, i am just experimenting !
And most of the time experiment will fail one ma... =P

Small space, Big problem ; Big head, Empty mind.

My Condition now...

It's really hell.


I'm having problems now with my plan.
It's not one, but two, three....countless...
One problem leads to another.

I found that the workshop is too small.
Tell me how on earth can a 35m x 15m workshop holds these basic machines for pottery ?
If compared to normal Pottery factory, it's only 1/4 of it or maybe even smaller.


the raw material for pottery. Where am i going to store all these ?




and this is a chamber to filter raw clay from debris n stone to get a pure ratio of clay.


This is the 'sausage' making machine like Steven described. ( ya, i use his family business as my research ) This is used to produce log-shaped clay. juz imagine putting raw meat in front n out come a sausage. -.-


The potter's wheel to shape vase, plate, cup watever...i need around 6-8 of this.

machine with water dripping out to get rid of hazardous spray gas. 1 is enuf. -.-


Electric Kiln for burning the pottery. I need 2


It's not easy to shift the workshop or enlarge it cuz it'll affect the other spaces too.
And i surely don't want to make the workshop into the ordinary factory-like building.

alternatives alternatives alternatives....
Been thinking of it the whole night.
And now i know how it feels to 'think' too much.
You get headache. real headache. and dizziness.
As if some unseen force is drilling ur head so that ur ideas will leak out.
But i think none dripped out.
That proves one thing : I have an empty mind.







Time to discuss with Pc again. *help*



p/s :
2 weeks left until submission.
i muz get my plan confirmed this friday.
4 days to do sketchup, 3 days to render and do presentation board,
Sunday print and tada~ monday submission.
Hope i can really do wat i've planned.

The clock is ticking....


proceed proceed proceed !!! the nicest word during crit session !

I can proceed with my floor plan ady !!!!

yay yay yay !!!
so damn happy can smile all the way back.... -.-
This is my 1st time to crit so long for my floor plan ( 3 weeks ady usually 1 or 2 weeks can proceed ady).
But the actual time i actually do it is 3 days. -.-
I admit i'm lazy till this stage. And i think i'm slow ady cuz i haven't really come out with my 3D.


From this.....

Dr K said the buildings too 'far' frm each othr dy....
( why he loves to scribble on my draw-whole-night-manually-draw-till-wan-to-die-plan )



to this...


I tried to play with curve / spiral with ramps up n down whatever la...
Dr K said it feels like hostel and faculty -.- and some places feel uncomfortable...


So last night i came out with a new plan....


yup, no more curve curve thing....
I know it looks kinda dead from the plan, aiyah lazy to explain wait i produce the 3D then can see.



And luckily Dr K approved it and like it ( maybe i donno aiyah whatever ) and the most important thing is omg i can proceed dy...
*dance around*
but still need to change a bit bit and show him floor plan for residential area T.T

Now i have found back the feel of 'not-so-lazy-can-do-work' already.
lalala....still got 17days = 2 weeks 3 days = OMG SUBMISSION DATE SO NEAR DY T.T




let me rest 1st la...2mro continue. maybe =P




P/s : All thanks to Pau chung for 'criting' me, and giving me LOTS of ideas.
How come he can 'build' the building ady by just talking aiyah make me feel like 1st year only... T.T apa pun tak tau...wanna quit archi ady Jit ming i join u if u wanna quit also lah....aih...