The Confessions

I confessed that i'm a girl who wud rather die than to be un-loved.
I ever tried to run away from home after my aunt scolded me for fighting with my sister ( which im the innocent one ok ) but only to be 'captured' back by my uncle. -_-
I tried to find something to kill myself after that, locking myself in the bathroom.
( with nothing except water to kill myself. stupid. )
But in the end my aunt cried and hugged me and apologized.


I confessed that friends play an important role in my heart.
I really really missed the times during last sem. sigh.
Is it possible again to hang out with my family again ?
IT aches me everytime i looked at their happy photos - without me.


I confessed that having dinner / lunch or hanging out with the bf's friends is not what i wanted.
I feel uncomfortable, not myself, and most of all, i keep thinking back how happy i was eating meals with my family back then.
I feel more comfortable wif my coursemates.
And to tell the truth, i really hate Ah Liang.
I mean, im so sick of listening to his swearing and his bad mouth.
Heck, im positive that every girl in my course is already being bad-mouthed by him.
From a lovely girl to a piece of rubbish.
Look at urself before saying others ok.
no wonder u're still single till this day.
And i really cant tahan he always say Daigao behind his back.
I mean, what's wrong with him liking a girl?
Why do u have to say his taste till like rubbish ?
At least he accepted the girl for who she is.


I confess that i still dislike a rainy thunderly night.
It makes me feel lonely and sad and low in mood.


I confess that i wanted to believe what the boyfriend promised.
I wanted to believe in all the 'forevers',
But im too scared of being hurt in the end bcos we cant tell the future.
Im scared that i'll do something stupid.
If the thought of 'suicidal' ever came across my mind when im young, who cant guarantee that it'll come across my mind when im 'old' ?
I know it's stupid as i've always shake my head upon those who commit suicide,
but well...who knows...


I confess that what i want to do is to run away from everyone everything and to cry myself till no tears are left.


I confess i hate myself for being not-so-independant emotionally.








And i confess that all i want is a hug from everyone i love.

Doggy dream

I have the craziest dream ever.

I dream that i'm back to Kuching, at Hui Sing Garden, at the road behind my grandma's house.

I was standing there then a dog, a brown stray normal dog came fetch me in a car ( a blue proton ? like my dad's old car ?? couldn't remember )
And it seems that i knew the dog pretty well cuz i jumped in the car immediately.
And then i got worried cuz i knew dogs can't drive.
Try to imagine the dog 'standing' on the driver seat with its two front 'hands' on the steering wheel.

something like this....

And i kept asking the dog to let me drive instead cuz it's freaking dangerous as i can see that we're going to crash any moment.
We managed to avoid the road divider and turned into a small road which is sloping down.
I kept asking the dog to slow down but it pressed the accelerator even more ( i donno why it can even reach the accelerator ? O.o ) and donno why it suddenly stepped on the brake and the car 'flew' / 'jump' over a 2m high aluminium wall / fence when we're about to hit it.

and i woke up before the car crash down onto the ground.
-____-



And i had another dream about me n Jo visiting the vet after that.
I think 'our' dog ( a small big-eyed puppy ) is sick or sth lidat...-_-
but since when we have a dog?



Whats with all the doggy dreams here?
This is really stupid.

Random post

I'm feeling lazier by each day.

I mean, Holiday is supposed to be HOLIDAY right ?
no work, only play and relax.

Why all those assignments and projects ?

Gila.
Especially Jahangir.

there's 6 days left of holiday. HUH? 6 DAYS ONLY ?
And i haven't done anything. yet.
macam mana ni ?

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Nearly everyone has gone back for Raya.
My roommate 7 early 8 early already materialized ( faster than 'fly' -_- ) back to Kuching ady. haih.
It feels kinda lonely without any noises in the hostel.
And it 'excites' me whenever i stumbled onto a human being in the toilet or walkway occasionally.
Eventhough 'mum' is stuck in UTM also but i never see her also ( jz imagine she sleep next door only )
Only saw her slippers occasionally when i go out or come back from lunch / dinner. -_-
The only human interaction i have all day is with the bf, liang n daigao during lunch / dinner.
I even sneaked into the guy's hostel =p
and dig thru every nooks and crannies of Jo's room..
and my conclusion is omg how come his room so much tidier than mine.


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Raymond called me all the way from Sabah just now,
and told me Li Chin & him ( and got others o not i dono =P ) is at Kinabalu Pine Resort now.
ARGH !!!
Keep on kek me wor....
He said the sky is very clear and can see the kk mountain clearly... T_T
luckily the stall selling chicken butts din open today and they din get to eat the fantastic yummy delicious chicken butts. muahahahaha
I miss my Sabah trip !!!!!!
How good it is if im studying at UMS...
so many places to play T_T
Sabah is definitely better than Johor anytime.
I want to go Sabah again T_T
Envy Jimmy can go china T_T i want go oso lo...

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I think im influenced by Jean ady...
Im going to make my virgin online purchase soon! *happy*
I spend my holiday 'shopping' at lowyat.net...
And im getting myself the BB cream as well since it's so raved by nu ren wo zhui da for so long ady ( and also tested n highly recommended by Jean ) =p
To think years ago as a teenager we love to buy things on the catalogue like Yinhoo n Misc...
Always happy when received the products which i think 60% of it i seriously dono i buy for what .
So now instead of having to go through the hassle of filling in the codes onto the forms and go to post office to post, now all i need is a click and do some bank transfer...
XD
I can't wait ... =P


Happy Holiday everyone ! ^^

Celebrating the start of holiday wtf

Just back clubbing from Dolce with the 4th yrs + 5th years seniors.

We have steambot dinner then went clubbing.

And this is the best clubbing i had so far. =)
And a great way to start my Raya holidays. ^^
Eventhough i don't like Chivas at all...taste like the XO my grandma put wen she cook mee sua...
( make me miss my grandma...now during CNY i cant eat her mee sua anymore...haih )
And Wai Ying is half mabuk ady by the time we reached there and she kept forcing me to drink. =(

But still, i enjoyed myself there with Jo.
And maybe we're both a little high on alcohol at that time, so we basically dun care about the surrounding and well.....ahem...enough.

That's all for now, off to sleep.
Ciao !

Being archi-tortured

How come i'm so unlucky huh?

My desktop is infected by stupid virus from the pendrive immediately after i clicked on the stupid 'new folder' thingy which is supposed to be a virus. Damn.
Kena lottery pun not so lucky.
It gives me only 1 stupid second and then the whole desktop shut down.
At least give me 1 minute to transfer my studio stuff la ok.

I know i should have scanned it but how am i supposed to scan with AVG ?
I wanted to install Kapersky last night but damn it, it keep on detect AVG which i've uninstalled already.
And i borrowed the pendrive to Jo b4, and he told me he ever plug it into the school lab's computer.
Ok, that explains why things get so serious with just one click !
Argh !!!

So now i cant get any last minute work done for studio 2mro and im 100% sure i cant even show him anything.
Im good as a piece of shit 2mro.
If the hard disc canot be saved, then my whole project condemn dy lo???
I dont have any extra copy, mind u.
ARGH ~!

The cpu is now at Jo's room.
I have to wait until he finished updating his Kapersky which will take 3 hours at least.
Die. That means 5am and that means i no need to do work already.
Congrats.

Maybe i'm not lucky with anything related to computers these days.
hmm...


What can i do?



Sleep of course.
-__-'''
And maybe say selamat hari raya to him 2mro with a sweet smile to cover everything up.

lalala....



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The bf is having trouble with studio stuff this sem,
and he said maybe he has to re-sem with his condition now.

What am i supposed to say?

I know he has been struggling with it all these while.
He is not any better in architecture course as much as i do,
maybe we are not fit to be in this course to be frank.
What can i do?

I feel bad to even quarrel with him last night for some stupid reasons, when he is in the most tension mood.
I still cannot master the art of tolerating.
I salute hui san for her good management of long-distance relationship which for me, i sure die.
I admit I'm a very 'sticky' person.
ah well...whatever.

I can feel the 'panic' rising from him, the 'tension', the 'depression', the 'compression' whatever.. when he tell me all those studio problems.
And yet he's trying his best to cope with my selfishness of wanting him to accompany me.
It feels like seeing a man who is on the verge of breaking down and yet trying so hard to compose himself and make a joke out of it and go on.
makes my heart all gone sour.

I have a long way to learn....
to be more tolerate, sell less fishes, and what?
a supporter?
whatever.....

How i wish tis sem's nightmare will end soon...

to be honest, i don't want to involve in anything related to architecture AT ALL after graduating.
Ok, not that i dont want, but i dont have the ability to do so.
Im only the average student.
I dont have good presentation skills, i dont have good designs ideas and not to say construction knowledge, i dont have good PR, i dont have good maths ( i get 53 in Jahangir's structure test ONLY...laugh all u want ) and with all these, i cant see why ppl will hire me in architecture firm at all.

see my point ?

Why am i still here suffering then ?

Jay Chou Fanatic

OMG...Today finally get to listen to Jay's 'Dao Xiang' twice !

It's super duper nice.

Much better than his 'niu zhai hen mang' and 'qi li xiang'.

I'm sort of crazy ady...
I counted the time so that i get to listen to his song on 933 first then after finish switch to 988, which means i can get to hear twice in one hour xD

AHHH!!!! here he sings again...*melt into a pool of saliva*
AHH....i get to listen thrice !!!


I'm beginning to look like a Jay Chou Fanatic already.....

Bouncing around the room ! Wee !!!!!!

OH MY GAWD !

JAY CHOU IS GOING TO RELEASE HIS NEW ALBUM ON 9 OCT !!!

The poster ! it's super nice can? Don't disagree with me. come on, agree with me !

Jay the magician! erm...a bit niang, but I still lup him !!! *melt*

It's going to be my best bday present of the year AGN !
( ah well...last year he released on 10 Oct, now is 9 Oct...Shud be Hui San's 'present' frm Jay..but nvm, late one day also consider an early gift ma right....=p )

WA....canot imagine the Joy that Jay is actually giving me a present again for my bday this year !

You can see the news n details here ( english ) and here ( chinese ) and here.

Or i can just summarize all here.

pre-order is on 24 September.
And those who pre-order can get a free rubix cube...
oh my gawd.....*melts*

The hit song is 'fragrant rice' and it's premier is 22 sept...which means i can get to listen today but but THE INTERNET IS SOOOOO DAMN SLOW HOW TO LISTEN. T_T


the chinese excerpt :
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周杰伦新专辑《魔杰座》第一波主打歌《稻香》于22日13时起在新浪音乐独家首播。在这首新歌里，周杰伦以小时候的生活经验为创作灵感，以玩趣般的歌词带着大家回到乡下，重温赤脚在田里奔跑、偷摘水果的童年。

周杰伦在《稻香》开头第一段就唱，“对这个世界如果你有太多的抱怨，跌倒了就不敢继续往前走，为什么人要这么的脆弱、堕落…”，提醒大家不要以抱怨代替感激，要传达的概念就是“知足”。

　　《稻 香》 词：周杰伦 曲：周杰伦

　　对这个世界如果你有太多的抱怨

　　跌倒了就不敢继续往前走

　　为什么人要这么的脆弱 堕落

　　请你打开电视看看

　　多少人为生命在努力勇敢的走下去

　　我们是不是该知足

　　珍惜一切 就算没有拥有

　　还记得你说家是唯一的城堡 随着稻香河流继续奔跑

　　微微笑 小时候的梦我知道

　　不要哭让萤火虫带着你逃跑 乡间的歌谣永远的依KAO

　　回家吧 回到最初的美好

　　不要这么容易就想放弃 就像我说的

　　追不到的梦想 换个梦不就得了

　　为自己的人生鲜艳上色 先把爱涂上喜欢的颜色

　　笑一个吧 功成名就不是目的

　　让自己快乐快乐这才叫做意义

　　童年的纸飞机 现在终于飞回我手里

　　所谓的那快乐 赤脚在田里追蜻蜓追到累了

　　偷摘水果被蜜蜂给叮到怕了 谁在偷笑呢

　　我靠着稻草人吹着风唱着歌睡着了

　　哦 哦 午后吉它在虫鸣中更清脆

　　哦 哦 阳光洒在路上就不怕心碎

　　珍惜一切 就算没有拥有

　　还记得你说家是唯一的城堡 随着稻香河流继续奔跑

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The lyric is meaningful kan kan????????

Omg, i feel breathless already thinking of it...
I suddenly got the mood to check for his album updates today ( which i've been constantly checking since August ) , and suddenly came across the news.
*bounce around the room happily*
I'm so damn excited till keep frustrated about the internet connection....


Jay the magician, a nice surprise and a nice 'concept'.
I wonder the next album will be using basketball?


I CAN'T WAIT !!!!!!!!!

I'M GOING TO MAKE MY PRE_ORDER THIS WEDNESDAY !!!
WEE !!!!!!!!!!!!!

Presentation

Presented my ugly building today.

There are 3 panels, En Halim , Dr Remaz and my own lecturer.

mine

Dr Remaz assessing / crit Chiou yann while the others who already been assessed chill out at one side.

I'm assessed by En Halim.
know what, he call me Jenny from the block. what the...
lame.
but it did loosen me up.

the one on the left is Halim n the right is Dr K.

Feedback from him :

1. Building not 'crafty' enough which means look like normal building. -_-

ya, i know that. I hate it too. =p Im just too lazy to design too 'not normal' building cuz im lazy to worry about the construction. wtf.
Ok la, MAYBE i'll design again with the same plan but different form.
that means re-design lo?
Or maybe i change the stupid roof and facade ?
comments anyone?
The residential unit needs to change too.
It's so typical-apartment like.
I know that.
kononnya i'm in experimental workbase. -_-
28 more days till actual submission.
shud i or shud i not change my design ?
or maybe facade enough?
As long as it can let ppl from outside know it's a craft centre enough.


2. I have too many excessive spaces meaning too many 'empty' space till i dono what to do with them so that result in i simply put like 'relax spot' with i dont really need too much of it.

ya, that's true =p he can read my mind.

3. The workshop and residential unit seems like got no linkage at all. which means both looks like design by two architects.

true oso. =p

4. Zoning problem in residential units meaning that the space layout not good enough. and not economical. the 'non-living' place is more than the living units.

I tot Dr K say money is not the problem ? But in reality, i do agree. Ok ,mayb i shud really change my design for residential unit. wtf.



Ooo la la...to change or not to change, it IS a problem.
My problem is my laziness and lack of motivation.
well unless my lecturer is Jay Chou....*syok sendiri-ing*




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new Side effect from the 9 days :

all my fingers especially my left and right hand's index finger is suffering from fatigueness and non-stop shaking and also like want-to-cramp-but-not-really-cramp-yet feeling.

all bcos of constantly using the left index finger to type the measurement into sketchup and the left hand to hold and click the mickey mouse.

Every night i know it's time to sleep when my fingers cannot stand it anymore. -_-

why lidat ar?
First time lidat ler....
my left index finger is seriously like no energy to even keep it straight.
when let go it'll automatically went into the bending position...


And hor and hor... my eyes cannot take the bright screen of the monitor now...
i have to adjust the brightness to the minimum and still feel tooooo bright.
like my eyes got prob ?


Maybe my body is starting to get downhill.
hmm...
anyone wants to sponsor ginseng for me ?

9 days

I started to 'really' do my 3D 9 days ago.




this is from ages ago.

1st day...walls up

2nd day - starting on residential area

3rd day - spend the whole day drawing the useless cafe facade. which nobody can see -___-

4th day - draw balcony ( yes i know i'm slow )

so on the 5th day raised up the residential walls and even manage to have my lift core and staircase all finished. ( actually is like copy and paste -__- )

6th day - almost done with residential area. added in the doors.

7th day - the roof garden + creative zone and courtyard + front entrance finished

looking at the effect from the front entrance...e..why my vases all terapung 1 ? -__- now baru realise. haih.

8th day - 2 roof up ( actually is one only i copy and paste =p ) plus the front maze ( dono what to put in front so use back my 1st year idea =p )

the perspective...

another...hmm...dono why i love willow trees a lot...like got feel...

the 9th day - add the last part of roof and then landscape and then finished !
The last part of the L-shaped roof is which i hide and lost it. ( next time better don't hide ur money later lost like the roof )

Bird eye view.

That night i exported all the images out.

Then this morning ( okay, yesterday morning if u prefer ) i started to do the presentation board.
Dr K say submit whatever we have and the final sub will be with the technical drawing which will be weeks after =)
So i didn't do it in great detail. I mean, the board is so simple like the one during my Ar Hong nightmare time 2 sem ago.

I only came out with 5 boards.

The so-called conceptual sheet. my concept is fun learning

I dono i'll be bom by the lecturers or not later during presentation which is like 7 hours later.
I combined my concept sheet with perspective.
aih, whatever la...


The gigantic site plan.

The site plan and the one below is in A0 size. Which is 594mm x 1189mm.
That is huge.
Like when i first enter first year and see A2 size paper.
Now i had problem differentiate A4 and A3 paper.
Both look so small and sama to me.
-__-

The floor plan

read urself la


Im so damn unlucky till today.
I went to 3 printing shops around 7pm sth and damn it, every shop close ady.
shud be 8pm at least baru close but dono why today so 'spacial' like they noe i want to come so fast fast close gate.
haih.
So luckily ( is this lucky ? ) i can still go and print using the senior's A3 printer.
The quality not bad la...
And i paid Rm21 for 28 A3 only. heheh. ( i combine 4 A3 to make into 1 A1 )

cut and paste cut and paste

so big.

stick the A3 stick till wan2 die

so Mr Giraffe come help me


That's all. Hopefully the presentation 2mro will go smoothly.
Good Night. =)
It's a thunder-ly night.

Unlucky Jenny

What can u do when u realise that ALL the work u've done for last sem which u've saved into a disc and when u look back, you realise that the disc corrupted, and canot be read ?
There's no more copy left for everything u've done.
except for hard copy.
I won't mind for other useless subjects, but imagine all the studio work is gone.
GONE !!!!
All my hard work, those sleepless nights...
what can i do ?



I panicked. and is on the verge of tears.




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What can u do when after that u wanted to take ur mind off ur bad luck and so began to unwarp the bread to eat and realise that the kaya inside the bread turned sour?
It haven't even reached the expiry date.
what can u do?



You can only laugh at ur own bad luck.




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AND What can u do when the roof structure that u've spend 3 hours thinking and drawing GONE ?
It's the hardest part to draw and you feel so relieved to have the structure drawn out finally.
You thought everything is safe when u hide the part that u already finish drawing so that it wont kacau u draw the other part.
Then when u want to unhide it, tada ~ it hides, you search, and reality hits u when u found that it was gone for good.
You try to press the ctrl-z to undo everything, unable to believe what had just happended, but it won't let u undo any further when u're just 1 click away from finding it back.
Just one more click ! but i can't undo anymore.
It's so near, and yet it won't let u find it.
It's gone for good.
what can u do ?




you break down finally , that's it.
And draw back.
it feels like the whole roof structure is crashing down on you.
It's painful.
cry.draw.cry.draw.*sniff*.draw.*tears still won't quit flowing*.draw.*sniff*.draw.
till u finally finished it.

Damn it !

Is that what u get after being lucky ?

Lucky Jenny !

I feel so damn lucky.

I lose all the pic that i need very very much for my studio, the one steven took for me about his family business.

And i'm glad i blog about it weeks ago, and i manage to download the pics from there.
Those were the pics i lose, i think i accidentally cut the pics and put it into the folder i wanted to blog about and then deleted it after blog, that explains why i lose only these pics.

I feel extremely relieved.
Eventhough the pics are only 140+ kb bcos i resized them, but haih, better than none at all right.

I'm damn damn damn lucky.
I nearly cried when i discovered that the most important pics i need for presentation is gone.
haih.

Thank you Blogspot ! =P

semua mati dah...

UU Died on this fateful morning... -___-

Well...i'm not going to write an obituary for him since im lazy to...
Sien...not more than 24 hours ady die in my hand.

That's how cloudy my water is since last night.

Everything died.

From the top...

from the side...

I had a 'great' half hour cleaning the tank up which consists of dead shrimps *eewww*.
And well...i juz threw uu n the rest into the rubbish bin. Haha...
Aiya dono la, maybe we haven't bond yet, so not much of a feeling for them plus im rushing for studio stuff now.

And miracles do happen.
there's still one healthy little shrimp alive.
Happily swimming among the dead.
And well...he's still as stupid as ever, cuz he jump and stick himself to the side of the tank again.
So well...i had to say bye bye cuz i cant afford to lose my time again cleaning the tank if that shrimp died.

So..that left Dang-Dang and a bunch of shrimps still alive under Jo's care.
And heck, he told me one of the shrimp still give birth to babies !
I dunno why, izit bcos of my tank ?
we didnt clean the rocks throughoutly after FF died and we didnt even scrub the tank.
Or izit lack of oxygen ?
But cant be since Dang dang oso live happily without it.
hmm...
whatever...


Thinking of getting another uu or hmm...maybe some other fishes ?
=P

Yah Allah, Tolonglah saya....

I don't think i can finish EVERYTHING in 6 days.

6 DAYS !!!!

My 3D is only less than halfway done.
I don't even dare to think about how to draw the roof.
To the extend that maybe i shud juz put a flat roof then i no need to spend time thinking how to draw the purlins, beams etc...

The most tulan thing is that the sketchup programme in my desktop sot jor..
the screen will 'break' into small fragments and shake and i cannot point my arrow to the point i want to draw line with whenever i use either one of the tools ( push, measuring tape... )...
Dun understand nvm..haih...
Dono how, my laptop is damn slow like snail.
draw a line also need like wait 1 or 2 second like that baru the line will appear.
Damn slow la wei...T_T

How how how ????



ARGH ~~~~!!!!!


6 days left 6 days left !!!! presentation board n concept sheet how how how ??? i need at least 3 days to do those.
That means i only have 3 days to draw 3D and render !!!! OMG...This memang is mission impossible.
and i'm still here crapping...

*hang myself*

Welcome UU and Dang Dang !!!!

2 new members joined the Aquarium today.

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Tada ~ !

ya, lobsters ! ( those small small prawns is their food )

I've been wanting to rear lobster eversince i saw them at U-mall.
Their shells were vibrant with colours and i fell in love with them on the 1st sight ( like i never see lobster before -___- , but now i see them in a different light ma - as pets, not food )

We didn't buy them that day...
But eversince FF died, n the tank is lonely, we decided to buy the lobster.
Not at U-mall, but at an Aquatic shop at Tmn U.
We bought 1 male n 1 female for Rm7.50 both.
They're called 'lan xia' ( direct translate : Blue prawn ).
and we also bought Rm1 worth of shrimps to feed them.


And i tell u they were really really big eaters.
A lot of shrimps died within minutes.
It's kinda scary n geli to watch them eat.
So kejam lo...bite off the shrimp head juz like that.
and they only eat half half... -___-
food-wasters. Ish.


I kept on pestering Jo how come the colour so dull and not nice and when baru the colour will come out etc etc...so fan..
-___-

All i can do is wait till they grow up then the colours will show....
so wait lah~haih i hate waiting...


And well, i name them u-u and Dang Dang.
In short is Udang la...hahaha...
The male is uu n the female is Dang Dang.

This is U-U

This is Dang-dang

Since we're moving back room till my submission is over,
we both take 1 back to feed.
Plus they keep on fighting ( tank too small )...so muz separate.
I take uu of course ^^
Cuz he looks prettier. heheh...
Whoever wanna visit them, wait till next monday then.

Gotta start my work dy...busy busy busy !
Will introduce them deeper next time.

Happy lobster day !



P/s : I doubt i'll dare to eat prawns / lobster again.....hmm...

Update :
The shrimps all died by now, hmm...maybe it's the lack of oxygen ?
The water is so cloudy being polluted by the dead shrimps.
Next time dun want feed uu shrimps liao. so ma fan to clean up.
Actually, i do feel geli after observing the shrimps and uu for such a long time...
And and the shrimps memang are otak udang....so stupid one, always jump jump jump and eventually they jumped out from the tank. what for ? commit suicide ? -__-

Happy mid-autumn festival !

Today is a Happy day.

Because today is mid-autumn Festival.

A day where family will gather together, sitting under the moon, eating mooncake and drinking tea.
And well...my family didn't do this type of stuff, all we do is having fun hanging lanterns all over the front porch of our house and then i remember eating bing-pi mooncake ( that's my fav ! ).
All these 'celebration' methods diminished gradually when the price of mooncake increses we all grew up.

So, this year i kinda crave for mooncakes and lanterns.
Last year my mum and Wan chen actually posted mooncake to me...*Gan Dong*
But this year dun want my mum to spend money to post it to me anymore so i buy myself.

So yesterday i bought a jade single yolk ( something like that ) mooncake from Jusco.
There isnt much choice as most shop were closed dy and my roommate said there's no more mooncake on sale eventhought she's went to the bakery 2 hours later than me.

Sien...only give me paper box.

nothing special about my mooncake actually...heheh...

cut n give 1 to my roommate 1st...

Well, this is not what i'm actually happy about.
What i'm happy about is that Jo actually made a lantern for me !

Tada ~

Ya, i know the drawing is childish. Notice the round wire thingy ? it's made from girl's bangle from the Rm2 shop -__-

I made the bottom part after getting it from him so that i can play with it later. ^^

It's quite touching since he's willing to spend time doing this wu liao thing when he's actually busy with his studio stuff.
And well, Dai Gao actually made 1 also, for another mysterious girl...hmm...
Hope he'll manage to capture her heart. If me sure melt already. =P

And the 3rd happy thing is that Jo is willing to accompany me to the 中 秋 晚 会 held at the tasik UTM. =P
I tot i cannot go anymore since he is so busy and am a little bit dissappointed.

a huge tanglung....


There's quite a lot of people but well, im not interested in the performance so we went to a wakaf nearby where we can have our private time together *ahem* eat mooncake together.

many many people far away...dono they can see us or not

I love dark places....

so that my lantern is even more beautiful when lit. =P

Mooncake, lanterns, love, round moon (eh, where's the moon?? hid behind the clouds ady...T_T )...wonderful...

heheh...don't laugh...i know that penyepit is for tabung uji one ( my mum used to work in a scientific stuff selling company so i have all these stuff )...this is what u call creative wat. =P


I love this cute little lantern. ^^



Happy Mid-Autumn Festival Everyone !!!!