* Jayny's Blog *: December 2007

I miss u i miss u i miss u

It's New Year in less than 2 hours time...

Boring lonely new year...

I missed him terribly...

Chiou yann, jimmy n choon wah are still presenting in their studio nearby
while i onlined at my old enviro seat to wait for them to finish so i can hav my dinner ( supper by the time they finished ) wif them.....
Poor them...they're forced to join the futureArch competition...
And so they hav to come out wif design ideas tonite...
Walao weh...

I'm freeeeeeeeezing...
The air cond is blowing full blast on my back...
shudnt hav come here...forgot to even brg the most important thg - my jacket..
my fingers are shaking so hard that they're so hard to type...

Hot like hell in room , yet cold like hell in sudio...
-_-lll

~I MISSED HIM~
*sob*

My room

Took me not very long to clean up my room when i first arrived.
lucky i keep everything sealed up in a box so i just need to wipe the table, mop the floor then put everything back..

Looks messy eh~

My bed + Desk..Paiseh i didnt lipat my blanket...heheh...

My desk...i cant help it..the thgs on my desk is reli damn many!!

I never realise that i have sooo many books !

My food storage...maggi mee is always welcomed...haha...

US red apple...rm2+ each...

The locker with de door opened is mine..heheh...

View from my window...

My new pendrive..luv it ! only RM35...keke...

My roommate brings her hamster..
I feel like rearing 1 too...but i thk it'll be inconvenience for me to brg it bac to kuching.
my roommate says she wanted to rear chipmunk..( hey, i want oso !! )
but...
it costs about rm1000....( no thanks then... )

Where is the hamster ??

Here it is...cute ler...but it seems to b scared of me...owes shiver wen i'm near..

I hate my room...it's so hot in the afternoon...
and when it rains, eveything will be wet if we didnt close the window...
Never realise it's so hot as i rarely stay in the room during afternoon last sem.
wow...reli can become babi-bakar if continue like this...
after i settle down in studio, i wont be staying in the room in the afternoon ever again !

- Studio -

school reopens.
Holiday ended.
It's time to start a new life.

2008 is just a few hours away...
new year new resolution.
I'm 1 of the 2 chinese students who are not in the dean list.
But i dun feel any disappoinment when i didnt see my name being read out.
No dean list, so what?
I'll try better this sem.
3.43...at least i know i'm near....

I'm taking urban this year.
My workbase only have 7 people,
Me, Beeli, Wei Chin, Wei Fung, Jim and 2 malay guys.
Wow...5 chinese n 2 malays...
and so few ppl only..next time crit oso no need so long la...
I've worked with the 4 other chinese, so i'm of no worries...

Kak Dasyarina ( kak Das in short ) is my new studio lecturer..
I liked her...
My previous impression of her is that she is a haughty person as she always show black faces..
But today when she came into the studio, she smiled at us - her students.
and all my dislikes quickly dissolved the moment i see her smile.
She's just like what her ex-students told me,
nice and friendly.
ANd she's damn pretty and groovy..
And what i like most abt her is that she keeps her words short and simple and direct to the point.
The direct opposite of Ar Hong.
Poor jimmy and choon wah...tonight need presentation ady...siao 1....
Kak Das' husband is also a lecturer in UTM..teaching 2nd year vernac.
they look like father and daughter, and i heard she is once his student...
heheh...

Our project is divided into 2, plus 1 working drawing. ( HURRAY !!! )
The 1st project is a group work which stands 15%.
It's called Town Trail : New Life for Cameron Highlands.
And guess what, i'm going to cameron highlands AGAIN this thurs for our site visit.
walao weh..this thurs...so fast...
And go till sunday tim...
Actually i'll feel better if i'm going with jimmy them like last time...
This time only our workbase n En Yusri workbase ( all malay guys ) is going.
doesnt sounds like fun....
maybe i can buy more cactus and strawberries.....haha......
But we are not going thr to play la...need to submit 12 pieces of A4 coloured perspectives with explaination after that ler....
But it's group work so shud be ok kua....
and i know no matter how i'll end up same group wif my roommate...
maybe she can pull my marks up since she's so good in sketching n colouring.
heheh...

Our 2nd project will be space and place making : Festive market. ( 50% )
walao weh...design a festive market...how ar??
what is festive market??
Our site will also be cameron highlands oso....
Well..the site is better than my last final proj - Taman Permata....yucks.

The working drawing will be 30% ...
hopefully no need use manual...
then autocad will be saving my time..hurray for that.

-HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL-

I'm having a BIG problem....

I've been here for not even 48 hours and yet it feels like weeks ady since i first set my foot on the ground of UTM...

The trip back to Johor has been...ok..i guess..
I dono why I'm so cold to Jo.
he phoned me at the airport asking me if i already arrived.
Well, great dat u still remember me huh...
but i stick to steven n chiou yann all the time..
I laughed at their jokes, i joked with them, but my eyes are trying to find his shadow...
but when he's near, i tried to 'hide'....
The most i do is smile at him..
And he took a long look at me b4 he go..
It feels as if he has something to say...
at least that's wat i feel...

He finally talked to me when we reached the airport.
He walk dwn the plane with Doreen n Wei Ning..
Part of me feel like walk faster to catch him up, and yet part of me pulled me back..
But then we finally caught up wif them.
Chiou yann n him was talking and i just walked in front of them not bothering to talk at all..
At last he ask y i dun wan to bother him.
Asked if i'm not in a good mood or wat, and say my temper is bad..
Well...i dono why but i just dun feel like being nice to him...

He stood beside me while waiting for luggage,
Part of me reli wanted to just chat wif him nicely like nothing ever happened..
but my mouth and heart just don't want to listen..
I feel that he is like a stranger to me..
i know it's my own problem...
but i just dono why i reacted like that.
Even Chiou yann asked me ystrdy what happen between me n Jo.
I dont know..I reli dont know...
But b4 they leave, He played with my luggage, attempting to snatch it..
well, it seems to break the ice...i guess....
but still....
sigh~

Saw him 2day with aH liang at the Hall ( we have taklimat for the whole archi students )...
but i dun even dare to look his way and pretend to laugh n talk to chiou yann.
ARGH~~ wat happened to me ???
it feels like i'm using my frens to 4get abt him..
to forget how close we used to be...

I know it's stupid...

A wall seems to be building inside my heart to block him away from me without me even knowing it.

maybe...

maybe im just protecting myself from getting hurt again...

but i know how badly i missed him...

Wrong Decision...

Roommate of 2006 / 2007...

Me n Vanessa

Roommate of 2007 / 2008...

Me n Bee Li

Vanessa, miss u....
U are a great roommate...
wish i didn't make that stupid decision of leaving u...sigh.....
stupid me...

Bye, Kuching....muaks

Going back 2mro nite....

I'm...

30% Happy

cuz i get to meet my frens bac in UTM..
miss Leng Zhai Ah Liang, my forever bickering non-stop 'bro'-Dai Gong, always full of lame joke - Jimmy, Always kacau-kacau but nice n helpful malay fren- Kay, my 2 gud frens - Chiou Yann n Han Chee, and well......okay okay...i admit i miss Jo the most.......Miss the moment when Him, Dai Gong n Ah Liang will ask me to supper middle of the nite.....Hope it still continues.....

And also cuz i can go bac n sleep n wake up however LATE i like without anyone to nag...That's the best thing about being away from home.....

I can also go shopping !! yay !!

20% sad

I have to leave my frens n family in kuching...*sob sob*...will miss them so much.....

I have to say bye bye to the nice foods in kuching too.....*sob sob*

40% of dread

I have to meet my 'dear' roommate AGAIN...duh! same workbase this sem somemore...OMG...
ANd i reli dread that she'll move her desktop to studio wif me, chiou yann n han chee... die die...
i dont wan2 see her face 24 hours everyday! ARGH~~~
That's what i dread the most !!!

I dread wat's gonna happen after i go bac...will everything between me n jo change? Is he really cheating me or wat he has told me is real ?
sigh~ he onlined just now...and it seems that the relationship has turn cold...he hi me and i hi bac..and dat's all.
WAT THE HECK IS GOING ON BETWEEN US ?
is it me or is it him who has problem?
I dread meeting him 2mro...
Chiou yann even asked me if i blocked him cuz ah jo asked her y i din online...( i online so long ady ler... )
Sigh~

10% of sien-ness

Have to clean up my room man! i hate cleaning !!!! And what more, dis few days sure cant online la...sien sien sien...

BBQ night - 26/12/07

The organizer of the bbq is Mr. Peter....irene's boy boy...who suddenly got this idea of BBQ-ing when we are at Bla bla bla...

Those who attended the BBQ at Li chin's house that nite are Wc, Irene, Peter, Ai Ling, Xiao Feng, Raymond ( who arrived 'just in time' to EAT ), Li Chin, Li Ing n her bf, Li Phing n her hubby.

It was drizzling the whole day...wat a luck!

Took the guys 2 hours to get the fire started.... poor guys...

Li Chin n Li Phing preparing drinks...

While the 'lazybums' watched video in the sitting room....hahaha...

The food prepared by wc, li chin, irene, ai ling, Li Phing n her hubby..

'busy' posing or busy BBQ-ing huh??

I guess they are more busy posing than BBQ-ing...

The 'chau huey ta' sausages.....

need more practising la...but nvm..the black black 1 let Ai Ling eat...muahaha..

fast fast...can i eat ady???

Cheers~ -_-lll

Li Phing's hubby made super good-looking + super yummy delicious superb cheese cake and choc cake for us....i just cant resist them !!! sadly i didnt manage to take a pic of them cuz my hands are dirty... ( busy eating chicken ma...keke...)

Finally Cleaning up...

The BBQ is great..the food is nice n i must mention that the cakes are so yummy AGN and everything is perfect except the weather.....Sadly...no Mervyn...haha...

well...there's something i MUST 'complain' before i end this entry...

did anyone notice that i wasn't in any of the pictures ??????

Poor photographer....

*sob sob*

Bla bla bLa...23/12/07

Went to Bla Bla Bla @ Tabuan Road with WC, Irene n her boy boy, Li Chin and Ai Ling last Sunday.

Been longing to go there eversince 2 years ago...

I ordered Vanilla Shake...it was nice! b^^d

We shared a plate of bla bla bla's specialty - ostrich roll which cost RM25...

Taking group pic~it's just us on the 2nd floor...

with credits to the 'eng tau' photographer la...haha...

The interiors of the 2nd floor...

ambience lighting...

big mirror...

it's romantic...heheh...

I love the 1st floor the most... well..we didnt manage to take any pic of it as we're all too paiseh to do so...we've been fooling around taking pictures on the 2nd floor and the waitress keep on looking at us....

she muz be thinking : 'wtf...only order a plate of food and yet take so many pictures..faster go home la..i wan2 clean up the table already...'

what la...we still pay u 5% govt tax what...

My wishlist...

I wish i have....

The Olympus Stylus 770 SW...

http://www.olympusamerica.com/cpg_section/product.asp?product=1287

This 7.1 megapixel cam is waterproof, crushproof, shockproof and freezeproof...It's what i really wanted...

a Gorillapod...

This octopus thingy is sooo cute n useful...say bye to the old tripod..

It can stand on any surface !

It's sooo flexible...

Don't u just love this thing ??
It looks a bit like the small enemy robot from transformer...hehe..

...I just wish i have them...

Merry Christmas !!!!!

It's Xmas!

Jinggle bell jinggle bell jinggle all the way~~

I just LOVE xmas songs!!!!!
especially by the CUTE CHIPMUNKS!!!!!

hehehe..i listened to the xmas songs by them over and over and OVER till i can memorize the songs and my sis is soooo fed up by me...
muahaha...

The Xmas atmosphere in Kuching is just so-so...
I'd prefer to go S'pore..
Missed the fun at S'pore last year..
come to thk of it, it has been a year since i celebrated xmas wif 'him'...
the guy i had a huge crush on last year...for 5 long years...
It feels like so long ago already and yet it is juz a year.
sooo many things can happen in just 1 year...amazing...

Dis year i'm celebrating xmas wif my own family...
well, not reli celebrating thought...
just go to church at midnight only la...
but then, i always feel peaceful after the mass ended..
The real feel of xmas perhaps...haha...