warning : This post BITES, stay away.

They claim i didn't go visit them much,
But do they even visit me ONCE, at all?

Even 'not much' is MORE than 'none', right?



Sometimes i just keep quiet,
cuz i donno i'll break down or lose my temper if i stay with them any longer with them accusing me of things i didnt do 'much', and yet they didn't do any at all.
A big smile plastered over my face can be fake most of the time.
Smile, and you won't feel anger.
Smile, and the feel of crying will leave you alone.
whatever.
I'm tired of smiling.


Hey, it's not me who doesn't want to join in the fun, but did U even at least asked me?
Maybe most of the time i can't make it, but at least you will be so kind to at least ask me.
Having a bf doesn't mean that i can't have a life with my friends.
most of the respond i get is ' i thought you know ady ?'
@#$%^ is what i'd love to say, but instead i keep quiet, and swallow the bitterness of disappointment myself.


Sometimes i find it more peaceful to hang out with those not-my-gang friends.



How i missed my friends back in Kuching.......



P/s : If it's not u, it's not. I'm juz writing a piece of my mind.