Home Alone

The week after Chinese New Year is the most torturous one..

I mean, it's over before you even knew it.

Not that I really like cny, I love it bcos of the holiday.

And this year's cny is a lil boring without my sis around ( she went bangkok with my relatives ).

And I really miss her :(

Because being alone at home is not that fun when spooky things happened.

First, the toilet door closes by itself when I was in the toilet and Im pretty sure there is no wind blowing behind me.

( I left it slightly ajar )

and two days after that the bedroom light suddenly off for a few seconds, leaving me in darkness.

My computer is still on at that time.

Maybe not enough power, but previously I only experience a slight dim of light, and not completely off like this *shrug

And I wonder why now... :(

Or like how the others said, everything can be explained by science...

But still...it's quite freaky.

And so for now, Im moving my laptop ( thank god I have a laptop ) to the living room, switched on the TV until my parents are back from work.

and I'm loving the environment right now..

I'm not a TV person, and the number of times I actually sit in front of the TV throughout my lifetime can be counted.

But now sitting in front of the tv I found comfort and the whole house sounds much more lively.

And I actually watch drama after drama throughout the afternoon.

And today, I actually force myself to wake up early.

Eating breakfast in front of the TV, watching local TV programmes ( No Astro bah ),

And I'm feeling quite blissful until I finished my breakfast and thinking of the work that awaits me after that spoiled my mood. =.=

I sound pretty Kiasu now...hehhh...

But I think I'm more Kiasi now...

Already 3rd Crit and I have to redo my floor plan ( the schedule says to show detailing by 3rd crit ).

So I'm off to do my floor plan now.

I don want to Re-sem. =.=

P/s : The purpose of this post is me trying to escape from reality. =.=

Idowantodothesisbah!

Itisstillcny!

to you... =)

It sucks not being able to be back at this time.

Knowing everyone is there to celebrate with you except me. T__T

Wanted to do something since one month ago, but one month is not enough. It's too ambitious.

Wanted to at least do something one week ago, but laziness overwhelmed me. =X

Wanted to at least really start doing something yesterday, but sickness visited me. =.=

and in conclusion, I didn't do anything at all.

great.

( that's what u get for having a super lazy friend. heee )

Well, maybe I can at least do something..

Wait for me to come back then =)

Happy Birthday Wan Chen!

xoxo

my only 2011 wish...

is happiness, for everyone. 

can?

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One has bad temper, another loves to complain.

and i always wonder, why can't my parents be like other parents?

you know, those who has that blissful' feel once you are around them?

Everytime I dreaded family trip...

because 'explosions' will always happen then.

one loves shopping, another loves exploring.

and bam, explosion...

one is too choosy over food, another tries hard to tolerate,

and bam, another explosion.

and im tired of trying to please both party whenever i sense one is about to explode.

Im tired of becoming peacemaker.

Im tired of trying to act happy and excited about the trip 

Are marriage that scary?

p/s : I know, it's new year..and im not supposed to feel like this..but an explosion just happened. =(

Babies! - 2nd month

For 1st month, see here!

I shall update on The 2nd batch babies first =)

These are them when they are 2 weeks old!

( photos from jean jean bcos the rabbits are in her room! )

 meow meow

 soooooooo cute!

 AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW

seriously they are so cute even when they sleep!

Paiseh meow meow seems to be my fav among the 3 so I tend to post more photos on it hehehe

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Unagi - One and a half month 

 

 Fat !

He always fall backward whenever he tries to stand on his hind legs. donno wan pity him or laugh him

Unagi is now under my care. 

We give away the father - playgirl to a malay family.

It's by coincidence that when we're about to bring playgirl back from petshop ( they help us take care of him during holiday ) and this family came looking for rabbit.

And since the father looks interested in playgirl, I asked if he would like to have him for free.

And he said ok ! ( bcos the rabbits at the pet shop are very expensive! )

He has a few rabbits at home dy, and he let them hop around free in the house!

So since playgirl will be getting a new good environment, so why not let her go right. hahaha

so bye bye playgirl.

Unagi is now accompanying me in room.

And i love him so much..

He is one hell of a manja rabbit~

He loves being stroked and sayang-ed..

awww....

seee this

I guess he is really lonely without wasabi eh..

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Zhu Zhu, Checker n Meow meow - Day 26

Unagi - 1 and a half month

when brothers and sisters meet...

 hahahahaha

 anyone want to adopt?

Aren't they cute????????????

sadly we have to sell Checker and Zhu Zhu after that...

Doesn't have the heart to sell meow meow yet bcos the color combination is too rare to be found on rabbit.

and what more the pet shop only agree to take the rabbits for RM16 each.

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Unagi - 2 n a half month

 Er...He is quite heavy now but somehow this photo shows otherwise. maybe it's the way he lay down.

his cacatness - see the way his head tend to bend to the other side...( left )

Seems like it's been ages since I last camwhored with my rabbits. hee~ so...pardon me

emo sial. hahaha

That's all for the moment... =D

One hour Paradise.

UTM was engulfed in mist starting 7am. or maybe even earlier on the last day of pre-thesis submission.

The night before UTM was already thick with mist. 

I can still remember Jimmy excitedly called us out from studio to see this 'miracle'. 

I'm not sure if it's mist, or haze. but since the weather is surprisingly cool, and no bad smell of haze, i assume it's mist?

And since we're almost done with our work, we quickly collect our stuff and went for a 'tour' around UTM.

woohoo! zombies out for fresh air!

misty FAB carpark

FAB bus stop

The whole field is gone. O.O

we're in awe for the entire ride around UTM.

Went up to Balai Cerapan. A high place where u can get an overview of the entire UTM.

and amazing, UTM swallowed by mist. yeah! 

and there are 'tissues' all over the grass.  some phenomenon we rarely have the chance to see.

close up : it's actually spider webs. will be gone once the sun rise.

After we had enough, we went for breakfast outside at Taman U.

Brr... 

These pine trees really give the feel that we're at somewhere cold.

ou yeah!

By 8.30am, most of the mist is gone. forever. :(

Trully one of the best experience ever in UTM. :D

Bliss... =)

I've always wanted to say this...

I'm actually feeling quite blissful eventhough the bf is not here with me.
because I've come to observe and realize lots of things when he is not around me.

I used to envy others, and compared him with others.

But now, the things that I envied are actually not as good as i've imagined, and that he is actually the better one.

 I sees the old us in some couple, and learned from within.

I used to feel unhappy because he won't stay up late for me.

that's why you can rarely see him in studio with me after midnight.

But now I actually prefer that he sleeps early because I don't like seeing him suffering ( he is not someone who sleeps late )

and I want to have my own private time. 

yes, we're both over the clingy phase thank god because its terrible when one is over that phase and one is not. makes u feel not loved eh.

and it actually makes him so sweet when he actually stays up late for you sometimes when you're really busy during submission time.

Totally irrelevant but I wonder if It occurs to all girls that for example, girl wants to go shopping, guy say he is tired and wants to go back. girl not happy, but wanted to be considerate, so she say ok loh, and guy sense that she is not happy so he say ok lah go shopping lah. and both trying too hard to please each other and mostly guy give up after girl insists on going back so they went back and girl end up not happy whole day long and the guy, being tired already, still have to make her happy. 

as an outsider, I see this scenario happens so many times that I vowed not to do this anymore because it's annoying. 

Why not just decide on one thing and be happy with it. 

and if you are not happy with it, say it out instead of keeping all the unhappiness inside and end up making both party not happy.

It's no wonder guys don't understand what we really want. =X

And one more example, which happens to me all the time..

bf : go where eat?

me : sui bian I ok de

bf : then go xxx eat lo

me : xxx food not nice wor

bf : .....then xxxxxx leh?

me : I hear people say not nice too

bf : ......

very mafan hor. I also think so.

but I think we are still ok on this because I don't really mind as i'm just telling him it's not that nice.

I can still dine happily there.

the best solution would be : give me 3 choices and I pick one.

and one more - keep on asking bf to buy this and that

the bf is very clear on this : earn your own money next time, don't use my money to buy not 3 not 4 things because im saving it up for our future.

harsh to the ear, but sweet to the heart. =)

and what's touching is when he'll suddenly buy not 3 not 4 things for you without you asking.

Sometimes not doing what other bf is doing doesn't mean that he love you less.

it's just that he has bigger and more important things to consider and the way of him showing his love is different.

 I may sound like im helping the guys ( stupid ), but at least i'm looking things in a more optimistic way. =)

and somehow im being quite optimistic lately...

ever see someone who are not stressed at all eventhough thesis submission is just a week away?

I didn't complain eventhough I haven't produce one board at all till now.

because I enjoy thesis. *shock*

I'm doing something I love ( i mean kids and architecture is something i've always wanted to do )

and for the first time in 5 years of architecture i'm actually happily doing things at my own pace without worrying about my grades.

I'm feeling happy and loved. =)

Maybe it's the effect of too much teh-c-peng. =P

Love vs Money

I never really thought about the importance of money, until now.

His salary is so little that he can only save just a handful every month.

Who said architects make big money. 

Well, apparently not fresh graduates right.

And so I've been wondering if I should get a job in Singapore instead.

But this means another long distance relationship.

To be frank, I'm actually doing quite well in LDR so far...

And I actually appreciate the amount of personal time I have.

But I don't really think I can do that well in maybe 3 years time apart from him.

when i brought this up, He asks me to do what I want ( going to SG ) in an annoyed voice =(

but the next day he actually said he'll buy me a membership at level up fitness and go gym together IF i come back and work *aww

If im going to work in Kuching, my salary will be as little as him.

and no, I can't think of staying under one roof with his whole family. 

( imagine parents, sister, sister in law and their baby and every weekend his sisterS will bring their kidS who will scream, cry, and u have to entertain them to play. )

Not that I hate them, but I'd prefer us alone, even if the house is small.

And I don't mind staying beside also. just not under one roof.

Ok, this is the main reason of me wanting to earn big bucks.

I want my own house! I don't want to stay with other people that im not familiar with!

So how? RM1800 per month or SGD2500 per month.

Love or money?

And I always thought that love is greater than money. how naive.

ok, maybe not.

But can I have my own house? 

with a walk-in-closet ? =D

My Birthday!

My Birthday! and the date is perfect too!

101010 !

But!

No Bf to celebrate with me this year :(

But thank god I still have my buddies around :)

Thanks to Ning, Jean, Jimmy, Wallace for the planning and steven, wei chin, Jim, Teck Yong, Karen, chen Chin, Han han and Lim for chipping in...

and not forgetting Tiong tiong who sang Bday song to me :)

But kinda paiseh bcos they choose to surprise me in the middle of thesis workshop

with all the juniors and those i don't know..

Too bad none of us remembered whose camera we used to take photos.

and hence no photos T______T *sad

Anyway...presents! :)

 top : from the bf! 

bottom : from my buddies!

 

 happy!!!

 veli kiut! :D and of course see already know who did this. :P

 :D

 inside : Benefit! :D

I can't believe Ning actually bought this. 

Initially I plan to buy these with her online in jbtalks. 

and she secretly buys it first. :)

been using this for quite a few months already..

The ooh la lift ( white bottle ) is ok in terms of making my eyes look less tired. Just a little.

The Lip plump I rarely use it, bcos it taste funny. and it doesn't make my lips look plump. *shrug

And for highbeam, I seriously LOVE it!

The yellow color is Lemon Aid, and since i don't have any eye primer so this will do..but still, it's not the best...

and for the concealer, it did nothing to conceal my dark eyecircle. *cries

 and this set of blushers is not bad..

But i only use the lower left corner ( coralista ) as blusher and the others as bronzer for my huge nose and face :P

 so, in conclusion, I still love them bcos I've been drooling over them for quite some time. :)

*and did I mention that Im a sucker in nice packaging.

The Bf bought me this...

so kiut!!!

He actually msg Ning on this..I know bcos he accidentally send it to me. HAHAHA!

So he ends up asking me which one I like from the Harajuku Lovers series.

but I never actually thought I would one day own it so I didnt really go and smell every one of them. So the bf ends up choosing the one he likes the most.

( and I'm not a perfume person, so I spray also for him to smell one rite :P  )

And the fml moment is when I noticed something wrong...

he actually bought the pirated version. Not the real Harajuku Lovers. T_T

( He doesn't know also )

So...compared it with the real one, and of course the smell is different.

The real one smell nicer of course.

But nvm lah..I still love it. bcos it's cute. :P

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From Fen! :)

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These guys surprised me when I went back to Kuching ( to attend my cousin's wedding )

I thought we're going to celebrate our 'New Member Recruitment' ( Ai Ling got a Bf! ) only..

 all of us @ Tray Cafe

 

 congrats! :)

 He is a good and funny guy, and officially passed as our new member. :P

 

 =.=

 And yea, I really did get surprised. bcos my bday is over already. so i didnt suspect anything.

Thank you everyone! :)

The only photo of me and my bday cake of year 2010. T_T

Last but not least...dunno who came up with this...

 force Li Chin to sign agreement...

 to go out with us in December bcos she is one hell of a busy woman now.

 passed the agreement to wc for safe keeping.. =.=

and yeah, thanks for the presents ! :)

 a super kiut bunny and a pretty necklace :)

 and a card...

 and wc made this camera necklace for me bcos I lose my beloved camera necklace  last time  T_T *Aww...

Thanks guys! :)